Shou-Yuu

Venexus

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I can't sleep, and it's already the normal time for me to get up. I am so tired, but I just can not fall asleep.

Staying awake for so long makes me very hungry all the time, too. And my palms get all sweaty. And, as hungry as I may be, I loose my appetite, making it very difficult to actually want to eat anything. And then I'm all shaky because I haven't eaten and I've stayed up over 24 hours - almost 48 hours straight.

The other night, I didn't actually fall asleep, either, maybe for an hour, but I was up by like 2AM. So I have pretty much been awake, without sleep, and with little food (1/3 of a tv dinner, a small fast food meal - thanks to my someone special, and a couple crackers.

No sleep. Little Food. In... -- actually it's over 48 hours I think. Yeah, technically I have been awake for three days, two nights. I keep having these bouts of insomnia that last a few days at a time - which I am hoping this one is only going to last a few days, too. And I have no idea what's causing it.

@#%^%&! my stomach is growling. At least I actually have an appetite today, unlike yesterday.

Ugh, I am so tired...

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Now I'm gonna be tired all damn day.

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In protest of SOPA. Ugh, now Animeforum has gone dark. I guess there'll be no posting today. This stupid bill sucks. If it passes, I'm going to be pissed.

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And it's coming out pretty well - if I do say so myself. I'm quite proud of it so far, and all I've finished drawing is his face. I think this is the longest I'm going to spend so far drawing a picture in my anime style. His outfit is going to take forever. At least I don't have to draw his hair - thanks to his hood. I've also accented the scar on his mouth to make it stand out a little more - at least compared to my reference. I'm referencing the cover art for the game, and you can't really see his scar. The only problem I have with it so far is that he looks a little too much like Tenma (my OC). Oh well, I guess that means he's all smexy and what-not. *wink* Sayounara, guys.